
3rd chapter – 17th part
2007/02/19Shopping
Mum was making a phone call, later she shouted downstairs.” Everyone let’s bring Aya to YUNI shopping center. The staffs said they provide wheelchairs over there, Aya can go with us together.”
As it was spring holidays, everyone is around and free to go together. Around 15 minutes later, we reached YUNI”
I hung the usual small bag I always carry around my neck, while sister pushed me to the ladies fashion department. To me, these products are something that I will never have the chance to wear again. I saw one beautiful dress and I really wanted to try it. But as I always fall, I can only wear long pants to protect my knee. Wearing skirt is like a dream to me already. Today, I finally had the courage and tell my request to buy the dress.
After mum bought for me, she said,” One is enough, Anyway the weather is getting hotter soon. I was so happy. The dress was printed with whites flowers and the four area edges were surrounded with laces. Wearing it makes feel alive and afresh again! I guess everyone will praise me hot cute I look? Even if it’s just once, I really hop everyone will say that to me.
As we were preparing for my new hostel life, we bought an entire bag of undergarments, socks and towels. I suddenly felt empty, after a few more days, I have to stay in Special School and separate with my family.
Although I have made up my mind not to cry, but thinking of that, how am I supposed not to cry? I must be strong, no matter what happens, I must maintain a positive attitude, in the future then I will a great person.



